OKC Bombing & St. Paul's Cathedral
The bombing of the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building in Oklahoma City on April 19, 1995, remains the deadliest act of homegrown terrorism in U.S. history. Its impact reverberated far beyond the blast, touching the hearts and lives of countless individuals, including those at St. Paul’s Episcopal Cathedral, which sat a mere 1,500 feet from the explosion. Even decades later, the effects on the Cathedral’s people and structure are still deeply felt.
The Cathedral’s close proximity to the blast caused immense structural damage. The force of the explosion caused the roof and other portions of the building to lift and then crash back down, while the entire structure expanded outward. This violent force tilted many of the Cathedral’s windows outward, shattering glass and leaving the roof and façade deeply scarred. At nearly a century old, repairing a historical building came with many challenges, but the determination to rebuild was greater.
Among the most iconic remnants of that day is the Cathedral’s broken cross—its jagged, fractured form a symbol of both destruction and hope. Initially a mark of the physical damage from the bombing, it has since transformed into a powerful reminder of resilience, grace, and faith. Now memorialized, the broken cross stands as a sacred signpost above the Memorial Gates on the journey from devastation to renewal.
Few may know that St. Paul’s collaborated closely with Washington National Cathedral to create and install a new cross to replace the broken one. After a period of fundraising, the “Lift High the Cross” Sunday was celebrated with great fanfare, marking a significant moment in the Cathedral’s restoration.
The rebuilding process spanned years, becoming a testament to the enduring strength of the Cathedral community. Restoration included extensive structural and electrical repairs to both the Cathedral’s interior and exterior, as well as the parish house and education building, culminating in the installation of a new organ. The acquisition of what is now the Dean Back Administration Building further expanded the Cathedral’s mission, while the Memorial Gates and Cloister, installed in the aftermath, serve as a permanent tribute to those lost—a place for reflection, remembrance, and peace. Altogether, the renovation and restoration took years and cost millions of dollars, but they stand as a testament to faith, hope, and perseverance.
Sitting so close to the epicenter of destruction, St. Paul’s became more than just a house of worship—it became a beacon of resilience and renewal. Every brick laid and every beam restored carried not just the weight of reconstruction, but the weight of memory. Each piece of the Cathedral rebuilt stands as a testament to the clergy, staff, and parishioners who endured, to the community that gathered in faith, and to those who would come to find solace within its walls in the years that followed. The scars of that day may never fully fade, but they do not tell a story of destruction—they tell a story of survival, faith, and a community bound together by something stronger than tragedy. St. Paul’s does not simply stand; it rises.
The interviews and stories shared in this issue were gathered and written by Sarah-Emily Steinhardt, Cathedral Communications Minister, to ensure that the legacy of that day—and the resilience, faith, and strength it revealed—will endure for generations. As we reflect on the past 30 years, may these voices remind us that even in the face of devastation, hope persists, faith sustains, and a community bound by love will always rise again. While it is impossible to capture every story, as one often leads to another, this is just the beginning. We hope these conversations will inspire generations to come.
To read and learn more, visit our Spring 2025 Spiritus Gladius Magazine, Commemorating the 30th Anniversary of the OKC Bombing.
A Word from the Dean
"This is a truth I have carried with me throughout my life, and it is one I see so clearly reflected in the sacred walls of St. Paul’s Episcopal Cathedral. When I was called to lead this remarkable community, I knew I was being drawn to a place that had faced profound heartbreak and emerged with incredible resilience.
This cathedral knows the heartbreak of life, but also the strength of resiliency. Thirty years after the Oklahoma City bombing, we reflect on that tragic moment—a moment that happened just a block and a half from where we stand today—but this tragedy does not define us. Yes, it is part of our story, but it is not our story. We have not been held captive to the trauma of that moment. Instead, this community has worked diligently to remember, to heal, and to move forward, guided by love and the belief that we can hold both hardship and beauty in the same space.
I felt drawn to the reality of this place, and I wanted to bring my family here, to a community that understands what it means to face difficult moments yet refuses to be overwhelmed by them. It is this balance—this holding of tension between hardship and beauty—that I believe is at the core of our strength as a cathedral.
One of the most powerful symbols of our remembrance is the East Garden, where the broken cross that once stood atop the cathedral now rests. When you enter that space, you are invited to hold both life and death, and yet, somehow, you find peace and renewal. The Celebration Arbor is designed as a place of respite and restoration, a tangible reminder that while we face the pain of loss, hope always emerges.
Each year, as we read the names of those lost in the bombing, we honor their lives, recognizing not only the weight of their loss but also the potential of what their lives could have been. It is a heavy moment, but it is one filled with love. Their lives may have been taken with anger, but their memory is held in love. This is the message that we carry with us: Love always gets the last word.
As you read this special edition of the Spiritus Gladius magazine commemorating the 30th anniversary, with the incredible stories of survival of our members, may you be reminded that we are not defined by what has happened to us, but by how we rise, remember, and continue to live in love.
As we continue to walk together in faith, let us hold onto this truth. Even in the face of tragedy, even when we are surrounded by heartbreak, love will always have the final say."
The Very Reverend Katie Churchwell
15th Dean, St. Paul's Episcopal Cathedral